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26 Jun 2014, Thu

Yesterday started out rocky but ended sweet. God never fails to amaze and comfort ways beyond my imagination. Still feeling a little low, a little down when we're heading to bed when a watsapp came in. It's from my "twin" from Church. Why twin? Because we have the same Christian name as well as Surname. We're both Rachel Tan, so we're known as twins to some people.

I've not told Rachel about the procedure and this message comes in as a surprise as she thinks and feels that we're expecting. That's good news. It certainly brought my comfort and assurance once again that things are ok and He is ultimately in control. Thank You Jesus. Indeed, You are in control! And oh, my babies have gotten a godma. Blessed babies, before you were born, you're already well loved.

Didnt sleep well last night. I dont know why but I had a hard time falling asleep and no, I didnt take any afternoon naps either. My body just feels uncomfortable and warm. Left no good, right no good, back no good. Aiyor, cant sleep till late. Is it gonna get worse? Please no, let me be able to rest better tonight.

Work up as usual for my medication and was feeling warm. Really warm till a little burning hot. BBT does show that though. Went back to bed after the inserts and only managed to sleep in a weird diagonal position across the bed. Finally woke up at around 11am, wasnt feeling hungry or anything, just a little tummy ache (the poo poo type). Turned on my work laptop and alamak, email from boss. Cleared the email, called the agent and waited. Decided to go try poo but difficult leh! Give up. Just as I was thinking of going down to get my lunch, boss calls. Tsk! Throwing tantrums on the phone wanting the information NOW! Wait leh, people need time to prepare and email over also what. And for goodness sake, I'M ON HOSPITALIZATION LEAVE AND BY RIGHT YOU ARENT SUPPOSE TO MAKE ME WORK! Pissed off! Got the info and forwarded it out to him.

Went down and got myself 扬州炒饭. Dont know what to eat so anyhow buy la. The weather, wah kao, HOT lor. Come back perspiring like mad and realised I have a missed call from boss again. Went to my email and there it is. Sigh. Settled it for him and went to have my lunch. Realised it's almost 3pm already. Quickly eat (didnt eat much cos not much appetite and still constipated). Tried to release again but cannot la. Went shower and did my inserts. I was feeling rather cold and soft. Maybe cos of the constipation ba.

Got out of bed (no, I didnt nap) at around 6pm when DH returns home. Got to doing some stuff for TLD and all. It's been a day of working at home and realised didnt do QT. Oops. Sorry, tomorrow I'll make sure I wake up earlier to get some stuff done and put aside an hour for my QT. And oh, gonna do my pedi at home tomorrow too. Haa.

Dinner was tingkat. Soup's good. Mushroom Chicken Soup. Yum. Had dinner and a big bowl of yogurt. Hope this time it'll help to ease off my load of rubbish in my tummy.

How I Feel Today:

Just a little worried and praying my babies are well in the womb with my constipation at work. DH reminded me to trust and dont worry! Okok, very lo so but I'll try not to think too much k. Mum told me to go for walks to help with blood circulation and it'll help ease my bowels too. Ok, dated DH for an evening walk tomorrow and let's do it! C.O.N.S.T.I.P.A.T.I.O.N.U.N.O.T.M.Y.F.R.I.E.N.D.S.O.C.A.N.U.P.L.S.G.O.U.R.W.A.Y.!!! Apart from that, nothing much and pray I'll be able to sleep well tonight. Babies, please take care and grow well. Daddy and Mummy love you..