Woke up as usual for my inserts. The brown discharge is still there, this time watery and in a lighter shade of brown. Pee-ed, wiped and RED! It's reddish brown today! Did my inserts and my finger's stained with this same red! And it's more compared to yesterday. OMG, what's going on! Are my babies ok? Please God, let them be!
Went back to bed and after calming myself down, I decided to call KKIVFC at 10am and ask for advise. I need to do something before it's too late. This doesnt look like my regular AF! Watsapped DH my decision and asked if he'll be ok to be on leave tomorrow should I need to go down to the hospital. DH replied with Ok, if we need to we'll have to.
Fell asleep and woke 9ish close to 10. Went wash up, pee-ed and light brown liquid discharge is still there. Red had disappeared tho. Called KKIVFC and told them my symptoms. Was told to continue and NOT stop my inserts. Was also asked to go down and collect additional oral medication support today. Told the nurse I'll be down today and asked if I could get my BT done today as well? She said yes, but as it's still early, readings will be there but we'll still have to go back on the 4th for the BT to be sure. I said it's ok, at least a peace of mind. Called DH and asked if he could take urgent leave for the day and updated him on what the nurse told me. He said ok, he had a prompting this morn that he need to clear 1 urgent portion of his work and he heeded the prompt, only to receive my call that we're heading down to KKIVFC today and he's almost done, just need an hour to tie up loose ends and that's just good as that's the time I need to get myself prepared to go out. Hang up the phone and decided to updated Meralodge Ladies on this and requested for prayer support.
Went to get ready and told myself to stay calm at all times and be positive. Blast praise songs on my Spotify and singing away. At least this calms me down =) Watsapped babies' Godma and told her to pray for us and updated her on the situation. Picked DH up at Novena MRT at noon and headed over to KKIVFC together. Got my prescription and was waiting for my BT. Hey, it's the same SSN who taught me my jabs. She asked if I started to spot, and I told her yes. She said ok, continue to take both my medication and dont stop. I asked if BT results will be out today and she said "yes, I'll get them out today and I will call you. You wait for my call." Felt relieved as the nurse at the reception told me that BT will most probably not be out today as it's almost 1pm and they'll need half a day to process the results. Done with BT and I asked the SSN if I'm to come back on Fri for my BT. She said to wait for the BT results first. For now, just take the medication and wait for her call. We went over to the pharmacy and collected our medication. Took a cab down to Upper Thomson and had lunch at Old School Delights. Had always wanted to drop by but since it's out of the way, didnt manage to do so. Finally we're here!
My phone rang while on our way home in the cab. SSN called with the results of my BT (1.5hours later). She told me the reading's 3.1(?) or was it something3.1? I didnt really hear properly and was too nervous and anxious I forgot to ask about the readings again. SSN told me to continue with my medication and to go back on Fri early morning for my BT. I asked if my readings good or bad. She said it's on the low side and anyway it's too early to say. Just continue with medication be back for BT. Updated Meralodge ladies and babies' godma. Godma told me as she was praying for me, her body started to heat up and she felt so warm.
Reached home, called TSB and told her of my spotting and the new med. Asked if I can still take her herbs. She told me to continue with 2 hours apart from my western medication. Showered, did my inserts and bed rested for the rest of the afternoon. Woke up brewed TSB herbs, had dinner and thereafter to clear some work. Went to bed at the usual timing and rested.
How I feel Today:
Slight pain on my right abdominal which started at night. Red is still lingering around. Just as the nurse told me over the phone, even with my oral medication and inserts, the red will still linger and not to panic. Was initially feeling depressed and upset but told myself not to be shaken and to cling on to God. This is a time where our faith will be tested. We shall stand firm and cling on to the promises. Godma has said it will definitely be a positive so let's cling on to that and stand firm. Nothing will take away the promises God has given/made.
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